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8/31/03
I'm with all my friends at the time and we are at a party on the top of the tallest skyscraper. We are all looking down at the city below as it is being destroyed by the tornados. It's not a nightmare, more like witnessing the rapture for the heavens.

I never really had placed any meaning to the dream until recently. I have been a drug user for all of my adult life and have worked over the last few years to be sober. I have just quit smoking pot and shortly after the dream changed.

This time I was driving with my wife Christa and as we came around a corner, there was the tornado. I had to quickly turn around and drive as fast as I could to get away. I knew I had to make it to the skyscraper and we did, but just barely. I never made it to the top, just the eleventh floor. This dream was more nightmarish as the building shook and thinks flew all around us.

We hide below some stairs, but still had a view of people playing hockey in an arena below us and they where not effected at all by the winds. I think the skyscraper is the comfortable high I was always in and the tornado is the chemical wash of my mind. I think it changed because I am now in my mind and those chemicals where being washed away. The Hockey team is my game playing Ego that has been untouched by the flushing of toxins.

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