10/15/02 - Daturamatico
I am in a house, built like a huge shack.... not very well thought out.
a wall was very haphazardly put together so that if you leaned into it
the boards, which was not nailed, flayed out and fell upon you. I had to collect the boards and lean it back upon the
wall's).
this done... and looking at this room which had a wall missing, facing
a sort of driveway.... (the house must have been a long house which
wrapped around the driveway, out back)... there was a cage of ferrets.
about five to six ferrets, 2ft long (not including tail) and roaming about
from the open cage. I must have been on some kinda bed, low to the ground... as they
sniffed towards
my direction. I was not too worried and welcomed the visit. they all climbed up
unto my body (I was naked) and started to hang out... and squirming about, clinging and
at times piercing my body. I was getting kinda annoyed yet was
petting them... because they were
sooo fluffy and warm. but, again... the piercing was getting kinda
harsh so I decided to stop this
orgy by trying to pull them off.
as I pulled them off...they would immediately jump back on, more
aggressively. not biting at all...
just clingy and squirmy and all over my body and climbing towards my
head, each time. I started to get upset and yell... but realized it was late and did
not want to wake my brothers
who were sleeping in adjacent rooms.
so.. I decided to let them do their thing and just tolerate it. I realized I must have passed out for a spell
because they were all around my head after awhile... and, although
warm and fuzzy... somewhat suffocating.
so, again I attempted to peel them off... this time they ran back to
their cage...
as I was pulling them off, though, I realized I was also pulling off
newborn ferrets... and threw them upon the
pillow. they were already dead... about 5 baby ferrets...
my dreadlocks were all clumped up in a mess.... like a rats nest. I turned towards a mirror to see myself.
I looked pretty fucked up and saw my reflection running from me and
crashing into a window.
my reflection came back... looking worst than I felt... and my dream ended
10/10/02 Mike DeSeve
I dreamed my cell phone battery was dead. I was very worried because I was waiting
for an important call from my nieces and nephews and I missed them. I was standing
under a high red brick archway on a hard dirt road, In the center of the arch,
about thirty feet up, was an exterior art-deco light fixture and junction box,
which were falling apart. Before I could return to the train (?) and plug my
phone in there, my friend Phil grabbed the phone out of my hand and said' "THIS
is how you charge a phone", and leapt into the air heroically in his tight jeans,
arcing thirty feet upwards to the busted light. The light zapped the phone with
thousands of volts of electricity, sending blue lightning arcing back to the
ground, lighting up Phil from the inside, splitting the air with his screams
and zapping sounds, and blasting and burning away at my phone's faceplate till
it was a brittle, transparent yellow crust. He then zipped back to the ground
and handed me the charred hot yellow phone. It had a full charge
10/9/02 - Iris AlRoy
I had a dream I've had before, that I was in my grandmother's old house, only
there was a house attached to the original home through some secret doors. I
explored the new house which contained antiques and treasures belonging to my
grandmother, plus many toys and children's books, in perfect children's rooms
which seemed to have been simultaneously untouched and as if they had been inhabited
for years. I picked toys and books which I wanted to save for my future children,
since it seemed that the house didn't truly exist and I wanted to carry something
away.
9/12/02 - Iris AlRoy
my boyfriend was breaking up with me at this big all night carnival. We passed
a burning building and tried to get out of the way. We were asked to bring things
we didn? want to the inside in order to burn them.
9/6/02
I was being shown an apartment which was part of a creative community. It wasn?
perfect, in that there were some people living in what seemed to be hallways,
but my apartment had a view of the bay and a view of the city, and it was somewhat
narrow of a kitchen but with a lot of shelves and a full kitchen setup and opened
into a larger room which was the bedroom. And it was $625.
6/28/02 - Iris AlRoy
last night I dreamed that nana and grandpa were around and I was making them
a fruit plate to take to their room. There was a thief going around robbing
all the wallets from people. The next time I was with a crowd of people I realized
I could use intuition to sense energy. One person bumped into another in the
crowd. Another stepped on a foot. I realized the energy was off and fled, passing
the thief coming in on my way. I had figured out how to prevent people from
hurting me.
6/27/02 - Iris AlRoy
There were tiny dinosaurs which were like bugs almost, pesky little things which
bit you if you went close. I almost thought they were cute but then I started
thinking about finding one in my bed and how unpleasant that would be. The scene
changed into my house in new Mexico. There were snakes everywhere. I noticed
a big hole in the wall which was allowing dust to blow in.
2/20/02 - Iris AlRoy I was in the dance chorus of a movie starring Julia Roberts. In one section,
I had opinions of how the choreography should be changed, and the star and I had
a little tiff. I felt terrible and blamed myself completely...as time went by I
approached her twice to apologize but she was getting married that day as well
as finishing the movie, so was probably preoccupied, I assumed, angry at me. We
shot the last scene, which involved the three dancers washing our hair and dancing
with her. After the scene, she came and made herself available to me. I apologized
profusely and she reminded me that she was equally at fault, and then went on
to tell me that I was a great person and shouldn't be so hard on myself.
Part II - I was part of a dance troupe who did very sexy dances. I was not
happy with the amount of sexuality we were showing and was being put down by
the other dancers who said that if the crowd liked it, it was the right thing
to do. I found myself with a biracial baby with very long hair, to take care
of. I guessed I was the mother, though I had no memory of giving birth. I was
trying to groom the baby's hair, and started wondering if I was expected to
breast feed. Since I had no memory of birth I had no idea how I was to go about
taking care of the baby. I looked down and my breast had some kind of wound
on it. I couldn't tell if it had something to do with the baby or not
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